Tuesday, January 18, 2011

Hope & Faith

A phone call.



What do all of these have in common?

Well, today at work I received a phone call from my mom telling me that my aunt, who has always treated me like the daughter she never had (she has a son, who is almost my age), has "acute leukemia."

Disbelief starts to set in. And a thousand questions. And the feeling of panic because I want so badly to do something--to fix it--to feed her and comfort her. I think to myself, I can learn how to sew and make her a quilt. I can fix her some of her favorite foods (because undoubtedly the hospital food will suck). I can give her a hug...

...But I can't.

The doctor said if she doesn't undergo intense treatment, she will only have 90 days left to live. She's going to spend a month in the hospital undergoing chemo and strong therapies to fight off the disease. She can't have visitors because her immune system is too weak--one person with a cold could kill her.

The only thing I can do now is pray for her, for my cousin and for my uncle and have hope that things will be okay.


bittersweetm said...

I'm so sorry to hear about your aunt. She's in my thoughts. I hope she comes through the treatment in a better state. I also hope that you are okay. Stay strong!! And I'm sure you'll find something to do for her.

hellotaylor said...

I'm praying for you and your family!! xoxo